Lately I have been thinking about moving forward with my life. Like get married, have kids, get a house. One problem is that I need money for that with full time work. Now, I have to decide, leave art and go for normal any full time job or pursue my dream to be an artist. I know I'm not the best, not popular or amazing but I know I love what I'm doing.
I can't imagine myself in normal job which I don't enjoy. It's really hard for me to find something at least kinda interesting to try. I had few job in different fields but still, nothing to stay longer for. I think I have weird problem with my personality here.